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letters from cammy VII: i am so tiny

I hear everything AND
I know nothing.

Maynard and I am soulmates, he taps right into my insanity.
What matters after that.
WHAT MATTERS
WHAT
WHAT

Don't we all seek the perfect circle.

Church boy is still running after me
GOOD FUCKING LUCK, SORRY i SAID A BAD WORD, CAN I BORROW YOUR JEEP,

I have failed a thousand times
go away, i am killing you
for what
for christ

and you my Daniel,
You are always obvious, I am, I am,
isn't it difficult to feel passed over.
i LASTED WAY LONGER THAN I SHOULD HAVE,
ARE YOU naked, lost.

don't see me
don't see me
don't see me

Eyes of a tragedy,

i see through it all
i see you
the obvious,

behind me
behind me

oh well
APPARANTLY NOTHING
APPARANTLY NOTHING
NOTHING AT ALL

YOU KNOW YOU DON'T SEE ME

YOU KNOW
YOU KNOW
YOU KNOW

YOU DON'T SEE ME AT ALL

IN JAIL IN THE CRAZIEST MOMENTS, THAT'S ALL THAT GOT THROUGH
YOU KNOW
YOU KNOW
YOU KNOW
YOU KNOW

SO MANY JUNKIES TO MEET SO MANY PEOPLE SO LOST
A FIREMAN, TULALIP BAY, RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER

POOR MAN

ALL MEN ARE LOST TO ME, i HATE THEM,
I FEAR THEM, I CRY AT THEIR FEET, THEY LOVE THAT.
I WILL LEAVE, I AM SO TINY AND IN NEED OF THOSE BIG STRONG ARMS,
THEY SEEM SURPRISED AT MY RAGE.

I WILL FIND THE CENTER IN YOU, I WILL CHEW IT UP AND LEAVE,
I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL

GOD HAVE MERCY ON MY SOUL
I AM